Mother how did you grow your son?

 Mother Mary told,

In all times I look to my son ,to heaven . He teaches me what is the meaning and purpose of everything

I asked mother how did you grow your son?

Mother told at first I ran behind him to grow him as I thought..you see I was tensed when I lost him in temple. I manipulated many things as I thought but then as he said 'y searching me, I am busy with father's purpose' I surrendered my thoughts and offered him for father's purpose and grew him in guidence to heaven.

I sowed what lord gave me. Then I waited patiently surrendering him to Lord's purposes...for him to work through humans use him. I never tried to work on him or make lord work on him...I just allowed...in trust.

Hail Holy Queen...