My Soul Thirst for My Lord

It is good to be with the Lord… but there needs to be a finishing of sufferings and sacrifice of the flesh to reach total union.

Listen to Jesus.

The Psalmist says:

“How wonderful it is, how good it is, for brothers and sisters to live together in unity!”

— Psalm 133:1

And again:

“I was glad when they said to me, ‘Let us go to the house of the LORD!’”— Psalm 122:1

It is good to be in the Lord’s house. It is good to be with Jesus. It is good to experience His presence.

But Jesus calls us beyond simply being with Him. He calls us into total union with Him.

“It is good for us to be here…”

On the mountain of the Transfiguration, Peter experienced the glory of Jesus and said:

«“Lord, it is good for us to be here; if you wish, I will make three dwellings here, one for you, one for Moses, and one for Elijah.”

— Matthew 17:4»

Peter wanted to remain there in that beautiful experience of the Lord.

But then:

«“While he was still speaking, suddenly a bright cloud overshadowed them, and from the cloud a voice said, ‘This is my Son, the Beloved; with him I am well pleased; listen to him!’”

— Matthew 17:5»

Listen to Jesus.

Jesus did not remain on the mountain. He had to go down from the mountain and walk towards Jerusalem—to suffer from His enemies, to be crucified, to die, and to rise again on the third day.

Jesus Himself said:

«“The Son of Man must undergo great suffering, and be rejected by the elders, the chief priests, and the scribes, and be killed, and after three days rise again.”

— Mark 8:31»

So, it is good to be with the Lord.

But there needs to be a finishing of sufferings and sacrifice of the flesh to reach total union.

The glory of the mountain was not the end.

The Cross had to come before the Resurrection.

The one who knows the price of water…

The one who has experienced the desert knows the price of water.

The one who has struggled to get a child knows the value of children.

The one who gave His life to redeem the souls knows the value of our soul.

Jesus knows the value of our soul because He paid the greatest price for it.

He gave His life for us.

«“For you were bought with a price; therefore glorify God in your body.”

— 1 Corinthians 6:20»

And God's desire for us is not a casual desire.

«“He yearns jealously for the spirit that he has made to dwell in us.”

— James 4:5»

God jealously desires our soul.

Jesus desires our soul so, so deeply that He will never let us go.

His love is a love that suffers.

His love is a love that sacrifices.

His love is a love that empties itself.

His love is a love that goes all the way to the Cross.

And He calls us into that same surrender.

My soul must thirst for my Lord

The one who has truly thirsted understands the value of water.

The one who has truly suffered understands the value of what was received.

And the one who understands the sacrifice of Jesus begins to understand the immeasurable value of the soul.

The Psalmist cries:

«“As a deer longs for flowing streams, so my soul longs for you, O God. My soul thirsts for God, for the living God.”

— Psalm 42:1–2»

As the deer panteth for the water, my soul must thirst for my Lord.

Not only for His blessings.

Not only for His consolations.

Not only for His presence on the mountain.

But for Jesus Himself.

Let my soul thirst for You, Lord.

Let every suffering draw me closer to You.

Let every sacrifice empty me of myself.

Let every surrender bring me into deeper union with You.

Jesus, You desire my soul so deeply. Never let me go.

And when You say,

«“This is my Son, the Beloved… listen to him!”»

Let me listen.

Let me follow.

Let me surrender.

Let me carry my cross.

And let me journey with You—from the mountain, through the Cross, into the Resurrection—until I reach total union with You.

The Sun of Justice Is Inside Us,have faith

The Sun of Justice is inside us.

He is thousand times brighter and the brightest than the real sun.

Then why are we not shining out?

Jesus reveals… it is because of our lack of faith in Jesus.

All other worldly priorities have covered and overpowered the light within us.

Our mistrust is covering the real Light in us.

The Word of God says:

“But for you who revere my name the sun of righteousness shall rise, with healing in its wings.” — Malachi 4:2

Jesus, the Sun of Justice, is already within us. His Light is infinitely brighter than the light of the real sun. Yet, why are we not shining out?

It is because our lack of faith in Jesus, our worldly priorities and our mistrust have covered the real Light in us.

When we trust Jesus completely, surrender our worldly priorities and remove the coverings from our hearts, His Light can shine through us.

Let us allow the Sun of Justice within us to shine out, so that others may see His Light through our lives.

In Sacrifice… the Love of God is Recognized

In Kurbana… sacrifice… the love of God is recognized.

In our breaking ourselves and emptying for others, they realize the real love of God.

When we sacrifice ourselves, our comforts, our desires and our own will for the sake of others, we become a reflection of the sacrificial love of Jesus.

It is through our breaking and emptying that others can experience and recognize what the real love of God truly is.

“This is my body, which is given for you.” — Luke 22:19

Kurbana teaches us that true love is not only spoken—it is sacrificed, broken and poured out for others.

“No one has greater love than this, to lay down one’s life for one’s friends.” — John 15:13 

7 Rivers, One River, One Heaven- one faith in Jesus

During Holy Mass today, the Lord inspired me with an image of seven rivers joining together to form one single river.

As the seven rivers came together, the single river became deeper and more powerful. At the point where they joined, I saw three steps, through which the water continued to flow and deepen.

 The Spiritual Meaning:

I felt the Lord revealing to me that the many different Christian denominations and communities who believe in Jesus Christ are called to come together in unity, becoming one great river flowing towards Heaven.

Each river may have its own path, its own traditions and expressions of faith, but when they come together in Christ, the river becomes deeper.

And as we come together in unity, the depth of the Holy Spirit's anointing increases.

The Lord is calling His people not to remain divided, but to recognize that we have one Lord, one faith and one baptism.

“There is one body and one Spirit… one Lord, one faith, one baptism, one God and Father of all.”

— Ephesians 4:4–6

 The River of Ezekiel 47

This image strongly brings to mind the vision of the prophet Ezekiel.

In Ezekiel 47, water flows from the Temple. As the prophet is led forward, the water becomes progressively deeper:

ankle-deep → knee-deep → waist-deep → a river deep enough to swim in.

“The water was ankle-deep… then knee-deep… then waist-deep… and it was deep enough to swim in.”

— Ezekiel 47:3–5

The further the water flows, the deeper it becomes, and wherever the river goes, life comes forth.

Perhaps the Lord is showing us something similar about Christian unity: when we move beyond our divisions and come together in Christ, we do not become weaker—we become deeper.

The deeper we enter into Christ, the deeper we enter into the Holy Spirit, His love, His grace and His life.

The Three Steps

The three steps at the point where the rivers joined can be seen as a beautiful reminder of entering progressively deeper into God:

Step 1 — Unity

Leaving behind divisions and coming together in Christ.

Step 2 — Deeper Surrender

Allowing the Holy Spirit to lead us beyond our own boundaries, opinions and traditions.

Step 3 — Fullness of the Spirit

Going deeper into the river of God's love until we are no longer merely walking beside the water, but are immersed in it.

As the seven rivers become one, the water becomes deeper.

As God's people become one in Christ, may the river of the Holy Spirit flow more powerfully among us.

And just as the river in Ezekiel's vision ultimately brings life wherever it flows, may Christian unity bring the life, love, healing and presence of Jesus to the world.

One Lord. One Faith. One Spirit. One River.

May all who believe in Christ move towards the unity for which Jesus prayed:

“That they may all be one.”

— John 17:21

May the different streams come together,may the river become deeper,may the Holy Spirit flow more powerfully, and may this river ultimately lead God's people towards the fullness of life with Him in Heaven.

“Everything will live where the river goes.” — Ezekiel 47:9

 Seven Rivers → One River → Deeper Waters → One Body in Christ → Life → Heaven

Focus on Jesus — Be Filled and Become a Vessel of Love

During Holy Mass today, I felt Jesus inspiring me with a beautiful image.

Look at Jesus, not at the storm

When Peter stepped out of the boat, he was able to walk on the water as long as his eyes were fixed on Jesus. Though the wind was strong and the waves were raging around him, his focus was on the Lord.

But when Peter took his eyes away from Jesus and looked at the storm, he became afraid and began to sink.

Isn't this also true in our lives?

We may be surrounded by storms—worries, fears, problems, temptations, disappointments and uncertainties. But when we keep our eyes fixed on Jesus, we can rise above what seems impossible.

When we focus on Jesus, the storm does not necessarily disappear, but it no longer has the power to overcome us.

This is what happens when we look at Jesus in Eucharistic Adoration. As we gaze upon the Holy Eucharist, let our focus slowly move away from everything around us and become completely fixed on Him.

Our eyes, ears, thoughts, feelings and every sense that is constantly drawn towards the world can become quiet before Him. The noise of the world fades, and our hearts become open to Jesus.

We become immersed in the ocean of God's love.

Just as Peter walked upon the water by keeping his eyes on Jesus, we too can walk through the storms of life when our eyes remain fixed on Him.

I am like a bottle, thirsting to be filled

Then I felt Jesus showing me another image:

“You are like a bottle. You are thirsting for love.”

A bottle cannot fill itself. It needs to come to the source and be filled.

Likewise, our hearts can be thirsty for love—thirsty to be understood, accepted, valued, cared for and loved.

We may try to satisfy this thirst through people, possessions, achievements, attention or the things of the world. But the deepest thirst of our soul can only be satisfied by God's love.

So Jesus invites us:

“Come to Me. Let Me fill you with My love. Drink from My love and be satisfied.”

Come before Jesus in the Holy Eucharist.

Come with your emptiness.

Come with your wounds.

Come with your loneliness.

Come with your thirst for love.

Let Jesus fill you—not merely until you are full, but until His love begins to overflow from you.

Filled to pour out

But Jesus does not fill us so that we keep His love only for ourselves.

A bottle filled with water has a purpose—it is meant to give water to someone who is thirsty.

Likewise, when Jesus fills us with His love, He sends us back into the world to become a source of His love for others.

When someone comes to us thirsty for love, may we give them what we have received from Jesus.

When someone needs patience, let us give patience.

When someone needs forgiveness, let us give forgiveness.

When someone feels rejected, let us make them feel welcomed.

When someone is hurting, let us bring compassion.

When someone is discouraged, let us give hope.

We are not the source.

Jesus is the Source. We are only the vessels.

And something beautiful happens when we give.

The more we pour out the love we have received from Jesus, the more He fills us again.

Jesus tells us:

“Give, and it will be given to you. A good measure, pressed down, shaken together, running over, will be put into your lap; for the measure you give will be the measure you get back.” — Luke 6:38

So let us not be vessels that are merely full.

Let us become vessels that overflow.

Let us keep our eyes fixed on Jesus in every storm.

Let us come to the Eucharistic Jesus with our thirst.

Let Him fill us with the ocean of His love.

And then let us go out and quench the thirst of others with the very love that He has poured into us.

Focus on Jesus.

Be filled by Jesus.

Drink deeply from His love.

And overflow with His love to others.

For when Jesus is our focus, our source and our fullness, even in the midst of the storm, we can keep walking.

Resting in the Heart of Jesus

Today, during Holy Mass, after receiving Jesus in Holy Communion, I knelt down and began to pray.

As I remained quietly in His presence, I felt deeply inspired. It was as though I was standing beneath a shower of heavenly graces, with God's love pouring down upon me and filling my heart.

Jesus says:

«“Whoever eats my flesh and drinks my blood remains in me, and I in them.”

— John 6:56»

I felt as though the grace of God was not merely around me, but showering into me, filling me and drawing me closer to Jesus.

Then, in my imagination, I felt lifted gently by the wings of the Holy Spirit. I floated above everything that weighed me down—my worries, fears, failures and burdens.

I was carried gently into a place of peace, where I felt as though I could taste the sweetness and richness of God's love.

The Psalm says:

«“They feast on the abundance of your house; you give them drink from your river of delights.”

— Psalm 36:8»

It felt like tasting the cream of God's love—a love so gentle, pure and comforting that nothing in this world could compare with it.

The more I surrendered myself to Jesus, the lighter I became.

Then I began to float like a feather—slowly, peacefully and without fear.

I did not have to struggle to reach Him.

I simply allowed myself to be carried.

And slowly, I drifted towards Jesus.

He was waiting for me.

I came to rest in His lap, and gently placed my head against His heart.

There, I wanted nothing else.

No achievement.

No recognition.

No worldly comfort.

Only Jesus.

Only His Heart.

Only His love.

Jesus says:

«“Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest.”

— Matthew 11:28»

As I rested against His heart, I felt that this was where I truly belonged.

The world often tells us to keep running, achieving, proving ourselves and carrying everything on our own.

But Jesus invites us to rest in Him.

«“Remain in me, as I also remain in you.”

— John 15:4»

Perhaps the greatest grace is not that Jesus removes every burden immediately, but that He allows us to rest in His Heart while He carries us through them.

His love is the place where my soul can breathe.

His Heart is the place where my restless heart becomes peaceful.

His presence is the place where I no longer need to pretend to be strong.

I can simply become like a little child and say:

“Jesus, I am Yours.

Carry me.

Fill me with Your love.

Let me rest in Your Heart.”

And as I rested there, I understood something deeply:

I don't always have to fly towards Jesus by my own strength. Sometimes I only need to surrender—and allow the Holy Spirit to carry me.

«“God’s love has been poured into our hearts through the Holy Spirit, who has been given to us.”

— Romans 5:5»

Today, I pray that I may never become so busy looking for God's blessings that I forget the greatest blessing of all:

Jesus Himself.

Let me receive Him.

Let me remain in Him.

Let me rest in Him.

Let me allow His love to fill me.

And when I am tired, let me simply place my head upon His Heart and whisper:

“Jesus, I trust You.

I am safe in Your love.

Carry me.”

Amen.

Look to Jesus and Be Radiant

Today, during Holy Mass, Jesus inspired a simple image: an earthen pan filled with muddy water.

The pan represents me.

I look at myself and sometimes I see only my failures, weaknesses, sins, mistakes and imperfections. I feel unworthy, dirty and rejected.

“I am dirty and rejected.”

Then I saw Jesus coming and looking into that same muddy water.

 Jesus looks into the pan, His own face is reflected in the water.

Jesus says:

“My child, dont focus on your dirtiness. When I look at you, I see what I have placed in you. I see Myself.”

How beautiful is the love of Jesus!

We may spend so much time looking at ourselves—our failures, our past, our weaknesses, what others think about us and the things we cannot change.

But Jesus is always looking at us.

He sees us all the time.

The real question is:

Am I looking to Jesus?

Or am I constantly looking at myself?

When I keep looking at myself, I see my dirtiness.

When I look at others, I see their faults.

When I look at the world, I become distracted.

But when I look at Jesus, His light begins to enter me.

The muddy water does not need to become perfect before Jesus looks at it. Jesus looks at me exactly where I am and invites me to turn my eyes towards Him.

He embraces me and says:

“Look at Me. Don't keep looking at your dirt. Look at Me. Let My face become the reflection of your life.”

The more I look at Jesus, the more His light transforms me.

The more I remain in His presence, the more I become like Him.

The Psalm gives us this beautiful invitation:

“Those who look to Him are radiant; their faces are never covered with shame.” — Psalm 34:5

Today, Jesus is asking me:

“I see you all the time.

Are you seeing Me?

Are you looking at Me?”

Lord Jesus, help me to stop staring at my failures and start gazing at You. Let Your face be reflected in my life, even when I feel broken, dirty or unworthy.

Jesus, I look to You.

Jesus, I trust in You.

Let me become a reflection of You.

Amen.

16th August , 2026

August 14th Vision during Holy Mass

During Holy Mass, I saw a king sitting on a throne. He looked tense and worried. He got up from the throne and went to his balcony.

As he looked from the balcony, I saw a big, monstrous-looking being, resembling a human, beating the earth with a Gada-like weapon. The monster was beating the earth with great anger and violence.

Suddenly, in the sky, someone resembling Father God appeared with Jesus. They put a wall or boundary of fire around the land.

Only those people who were ignited with fire of the Holy Spirit within them, were able to overcome this fiery wall and reach the other side.

I then saw that the amount of fleshly deposit that people had accumulated was burned away. Only the spiritual deposit remained and enabled them to pass through the fire and reach the other side—to eternity.

Meditate on 1 corinthians 3:10-16

Surrender, Trust and Overcome by Grace of God

Psalm 130:3–5

“If you, O Lord, should mark iniquities, Lord, who could stand?

But there is forgiveness with you, so that you may be revered.

I wait for the Lord; my soul waits; and in his word I hope.”

Let us reflect on this Word of God in our lives. If God were to keep an account of all our sins, could we live as we do today? Could we hold our heads up and walk?

Every day, we commit sins.

Even though we know about God’s mercy, and even though we know that sin is not good for our souls and our eternal life, many times we still cannot stop sinning. Let us reflect on our weakness and frailty.

St. Paul says in his Letter to the Romans:

Romans 7:18–20

“For I know that nothing good dwells within me, that is, in my flesh. I can will what is right, but I cannot do it. I do not do the good I want, but the evil I do not want is what I do. Now if I do what I do not want, it is no longer I who do it, but sin that dwells within me.”

But God knows our weakness. He knows that we cannot overcome temptations and the weaknesses of the flesh by our own strength.

That is why God has given us everything. Through Baptism, He has placed His grace within us, and through the Holy Sacraments, He continues to pour His grace into us. In the Holy Eucharist, He gives us His Body, Blood, Soul and Divinity. He has also given us the Holy Spirit to give us heavenly strength, so that we can live like Jesus and reach our eternal home.

Only by the grace of God can we overcome our weak flesh. For this to work in us, we must surrender ourselves completely to God. This is the only solution.

Where sin increases, grace works even more abundantly. By God’s grace and through the power of the Holy Spirit, we can overcome.

First, there must be a desire within us for this deliverance. We must desire to be freed from the bondage of sin, the flesh and the world.

Temptations are all around us, trying to trap us. Our enemy wants to separate us from the presence of God. He does not want us to reach the eternal life that God has prepared for us.

1 Peter 5:8–9

“Discipline yourselves, keep alert. Like a roaring lion your adversary the devil prowls around, looking for someone to devour. Resist him, steadfast in your faith.”

Even though he tries his very best, he cannot gain power over us without our consent. This is where the Holy Spirit helps us.

When temptation comes and wrong thoughts try to trap us, let us immediately surrender them to Jesus.

At that very moment, we can pray:

“Jesus, I am experiencing this temptation and this feeling right now. Please wash my thoughts, feelings, habits and bondages with Your precious Blood. Give me the grace to overcome this.”

When we immediately turn to Jesus through this prayer, let us trust and hope that Jesus will intervene in our lives.

So, let us try this from today. At first, we need to do it consciously and willingly; gradually, it will become part of our behaviour.

Just as Jesus turned to His Heavenly Father during His time of temptation and suffering, let us also turn to our Heavenly Father.

Luke 22:42–46

“Father, if you are willing, remove this cup from me; yet, not my will but yours be done.”

Then an angel from heaven appeared to Jesus and strengthened Him. In His anguish, Jesus prayed more earnestly.

When He came to His disciples, He found them sleeping because of grief. Jesus said to them:

“Why are you sleeping? Get up and pray that you may not come into the time of trial.”

Matthew 26:41

“Stay awake and pray that you may not come into the time of trial; the spirit indeed is willing, but the flesh is weak.”

Romans 6:14

“For sin will have no dominion over you, since you are not under law but under grace.”

Therefore, Jesus is asking us to stop making excuses and to make use of the grace and strength He has given us.

Let us stop carrying our burdens by ourselves. Let us surrender them to Jesus. Let us lay down the yoke we are carrying ourselves and take the yoke of Jesus. Let us deny ourselves and follow Him.

Romans 8:12–14

“So then, brothers and sisters, we are debtors, not to the flesh, to live according to the flesh—for if you live according to the flesh, you will die; but if by the Spirit you put to death the deeds of the body, you will live. For all who are led by the Spirit of God are children of God.”

If we continue to ignore God’s grace, let us remember that we are responsible for our souls.

1 Corinthians 3:16–17

“Do you not know that you are God’s temple and that God’s Spirit dwells in you? If anyone destroys God’s temple, God will destroy that person. For God’s temple is holy, and you are that temple.”

Hebrews 10:26–27

“For if we willfully persist in sin after having received the knowledge of the truth, there no longer remains a sacrifice for sins, but a fearful prospect of judgment and a fury of fire that will consume the adversaries.”

Therefore, let us never ignore Jesus’ unconditional sacrifice, love and mercy for us.

Our enemy will try to deceive us and keep us away from God’s love and our eternal home. But let us take refuge in God’s love. Let us hide ourselves in His mercy. Let us depend upon His grace. Let us resist sin through the power of the Holy Spirit.Instead of becoming discouraged by our weaknesses, let us lift our eyes towards Jesus.When we fall, let us rise again.When temptation comes, let us pray immediately.Let us surrender our will and submit to God’s will.Let us surrender the yoke of our lives to Jesus.

Amen, amen.

Let us pray

Merciful Jesus,

I surrender my weaknesses and sins before You. Wash and cleanse my heart and my thoughts with Your precious Blood.Holy Spirit, fill me and give me the strength to overcome every temptation and sin. May Your will be done in my life, not my will. May Your grace become my strength in my weakness. Lead me in holiness and guide me towards eternal life.

Jesus, I trust in You.

Amen. 🙏

Let Us Be Quick to Love, Forgive and Reconcile

Psalm 103:15–17

“As for man, his days are like grass; as a flower of the field, so he flourishes. For the wind passes over it, and it is gone, and its place remembers it no more. But the mercy of the Lord is from everlasting to everlasting…”

The people who were with us are not with us today. Many have gone away from us, and we are not able to touch them, console them, or say sorry to them.

Let us look around in our mind today: Are we harbouring a grudge or unforgiveness towards anyone? Are we not able to express our love to anyone? Have we not talked with someone from our heart, giving them time simply to listen to them? Or have we not smiled at someone for a long time?

It might be our very close family members or anyone. Let us be quick to do it. We might lose them the next moment, or we may be lost without getting a chance to repair it.

There was a husband and wife who couldn’t accept each other and were competing due to complexes. Suddenly, one day, the wife had a stroke. The husband had to rush her to emergency. She was paralysed completely. She could hear everything but could not respond. She was in the critical care unit.

The husband came back home and felt an emptiness like he had never felt before. He came to a realisation, but it was late.

There was a father and daughter. The father couldn’t understand or show his love to his daughter. The daughter couldn’t approach her father in compassion. But one day, the father passed away. Now she has just memories, but cannot hug or show love to her father.

So let us be quick. Let us leave our stubborn mind and reconcile in the present time we have now, because we don’t know what will happen in the next moment.

Let us reflect on the life of the prodigal son from Luke 15. He also fought with his dad for not giving him freedom to use the money. He grabbed his father’s money and left home. Even though his father was broken-hearted in love, he had to give him the money.

He thought that was freedom. But all his friends abandoned him when the money was finished. He ended up in the worst state, in the pigsty.

Then he realised. He was quick to respond. He ran back to his father’s house.

He expected a grumpy father and thought he would become his servant. But, to his surprise, the father was deeply waiting for his return. It was the father who ran and hugged him and restored him.

Let us see this response. What we think is that the one whom we can’t love or forgive is grumpy, might not be so. They might be waiting for your return and to embrace you.

So great is our Heavenly Father’s love too.

So let us forgive, forget, let go and love.

Let us pray,

Lord, teach us to love quickly, forgive freely, and reconcile without delay. Remove every hardness of heart and fill us with Your mercy. Amen.

It is my pain, not yours...

Today in holy mass, I was offering the pain that I was experiencing in my body to Jesus. Suddenly Jesus asked me a question, “Is it your pain? Have you made the pain as your own — named pain? Is the body made by you?” I paused at once and reflected on the question.

Then I realized the body I possess is not mine but God made me. Then Jesus said, “The pain is my pain. When the soldiers stretched my hand to nail it to the cross and pulled it to reach the hole - to nail, my nerves in my back, my neck had this excruciating pain. The pain of the load of sins — your sins- on my shoulder. Yes, it is my pain and not yours.”

When this voice came to me — my pain was lifted up to heaven and cool sensation came to my shoulders and neck.

“Oh my Jesus, it is your pain. Oh, how much it is your pain because of my sins. I love you Jesus. You suffered for me and is suffering for me until I climb the ladder and reach to you in perfect complete union in your Sacred heart - when “I” no longer exist but it is all you in me and I in you, freeing and unleashing all the holdings that pulls and ties me to the earthly/worldly things, desires and passions.

The more I adore you, the more i am climbing the steps of communion in you my lord Jesus. 

The more I come to you in adoration, the more “I” dissolve in you. Amen. Jesus, melt me in you, the sea of love.

Jesus, I trust in you.

Climbing towards the total communion of Gods fire of love ...

Walk in the light of Christ..keep progressing until you unite with him flaming the fire of love.

Be filled in the sweet love of God flowing from the Holy Eucharist

Today in adoration, Jesus was telling that as you gaze on me in the holy Eucharist, gods love is filling inside you like the sweet honey satisfying the bee visiting the flower. As you relish and nourish on my sweet love, you are surrendering your flesh to disintegrate and soul to gain my life. The more you nourish and gaze on me, the more you decrease and the more I increase in you.

Unless a wheat grain fall to the ground and let itself to be broken and disintegrate, it cant bear fruits..so is you..you fall into the ground of humility and surrender as you adore and worship me and you will bear fruits for the lord. 

John 15:4-5

Abide in me as I abide in you. Just as the branch cannot bear fruit by itself unless it abides in the vine, neither can you unless you abide in me. I am the vine, you are the branches. Those who abide in me and I in them bear much fruit, because apart from me you can do nothing.

Amen

Under mother's white mantle,growing into Jesus

Jesus calls us..Come to me

Today was Aunty Marias Funeral. During the final service at the cemetery, Jesus was showing me this picture.  His sacred heart open to receive each soul to commune with him forever eternally. How beautiful is the souls journey into Jesus' life-from mortality to immortality-promised to all who believe in Jesus Christ. Amen.

The Kingdom of Heaven(Matthew 13:23-53)

Matthew 13:24–53  reveal the progressive unfolding of the Kingdom of God—from its hidden beginning to its glorious fulfillment. Jesus seems to lead His disciples step by step into understanding how God's Kingdom grows, what it is like, and what its final destiny will be.

1. The Wheat and the Weeds (Matthew 13:24–30, 36–43)

The Kingdom begins in a mixed world.

God sows good seed, but the enemy sows weeds. Until the final judgment, good and evil coexist.

Nature of the Kingdom:

-The Kingdom is already present.

-Evil still exists.

-God is patient, allowing time for repentance.

-The final separation belongs to Christ alone.

Stage: The Kingdom is planted amid conflict.

2. The Mustard Seed (Matthew 13:31–32)

The Kingdom grows from something tiny into something great.

What begins almost unnoticed becomes a great tree where many find shelter.

Nature of the Kingdom:

-Small beginnings.

-Extraordinary growth through God's power.

-Welcomes all nations (birds nesting in the branches).

Stage: The Kingdom visibly expands.

3. The Yeast (Matthew 13:33)

The Kingdom transforms from within.

Yeast is hidden in dough, yet eventually changes every part.

Nature of the Kingdom:

-Hidden.

-Quiet.

-Interior transformation.

-Grace works invisibly before becoming visible.

Stage: The Kingdom changes hearts and society from the inside.

4. The Hidden Treasure (Matthew 13:44)

The Kingdom is discovered.

A man unexpectedly finds a treasure and joyfully gives up everything to possess it.

Nature of the Kingdom:

-Priceless.

-Worth total surrender.

-Brings overwhelming joy.

Stage: The believer recognizes the Kingdom's incomparable value.

5. The Pearl of Great Price (Matthew 13:45–46)

The Kingdom becomes the object of deliberate seeking.

Unlike the treasure, the merchant is actively searching and finally finds the perfect pearl.

Nature of the Kingdom:

-Fulfillment of every human longing.

-The culmination of a lifelong search.

-Demands complete commitment.

Stage: The soul intentionally chooses Christ above everything else.

6. The Dragnet (Matthew 13:47–50)

The Kingdom reaches its final fulfillment.

The net gathers every kind of fish before the good are separated from the bad.

Nature of the Kingdom:

-Universal invitation.

-Final judgment.

-Eternal destiny.

Stage: The Kingdom reaches completion in God's final judgment.

7. The Householder (Matthew 13:51–53)

The disciples become stewards of the Kingdom.

Those who understand Christ's teaching bring out "what is new and what is old."

Nature of the Kingdom:

-Built on the Old Covenant.

-Fulfilled in Christ.

-Entrusted to faithful disciples who teach others.

Stage: The Kingdom continues through the Church's mission.

The Gradual Journey of the Kingdom could be summarised the progressing like this:

1.Sown – The Kingdom is planted in a fallen world (Wheat and Weeds).

2.Growing – It starts small but becomes great (Mustard Seed).

3.Transforming – It works silently from within (Yeast).

4.Discovered – Hearts encounter its priceless worth (Hidden Treasure).

5.Chosen – People surrender everything for Christ (Pearl).

6.Completed – God brings history to its final judgment (Dragnet).

7.Proclaimed – The Church carries the Kingdom forward (Householder).

These parables also describe the journey of the Christian soul.

1.At Baptism, the seed of the Kingdom is planted.

2.Through prayer, the Eucharist, and the sacraments, grace works like yeast, quietly transforming us.

3 As we mature in faith, we discover that Christ is the greatest treasure and pearl, worth more than every earthly possession.

4.We persevere with hope, knowing that the Lord will one day judge with perfect justice.

5.Finally, as disciples, we are sent to bring others into the Kingdom, sharing both the ancient promises of Scripture and their fulfillment in Jesus.

Matthew 13 reveals the mystery of the Kingdom—from its hidden beginning, through its growth and transformation, to its eternal fulfillment in Christ's glorious Kingdom.

Planted → Growing → Transforming → Discovered → Chosen → Judged → Entrusted to disciples.

Luke 17:20-21

20 Once Jesus was asked by the Pharisees when the kingdom of God was coming, and he answered, “The kingdom of God is not coming with things that can be observed; 21 nor will they say, ‘Look, here it is!’ or ‘There it is!’ For, in fact, the kingdom of God is among you.”

Amen..

The Heavenley Angels sets up the Altar for Holy Mass

The Fire of Divine Mercy and Love

Today in Holy Mass Jesus was showing me this image and told : "The fire of Purification from Jesus' divine mercy emanating from my pierced sacred heart envelopes your soul through receiving me-body, blood, soul and divinity- the Holy Communion-the Communion with Him- the love so deep that descended into your souls making it my own'. 

Let us pray Jesus, just as you made me your own, help me by your grace to make you my own- you, the only possession that I own.

Amen