Our lord's pain .

 I was so worried about my kids. I am not able to grow them in Jesus love despite sharing all Jesus love ,his passion and despite desiring to offer my kids to lord unstained of world . Within from my own circle my kids get corrupted. How failure I am who preaches to be for Jesus that I itself cannot keep it in my family. The right way and eternal way,I continuously reveal for them but still they lack the zeal and love for Jesus. I was in pain. Despite providing everything,I can't keep them for Jesus's love. I was praying to God that I am failure,but I desire my kids for Jesus only, please lord you do it as you can.

Then in deep despair,I hear the soft sound of my lord. He revealed that it is his own pain for souls that I am feeling now. Our lord is telling me that this is how I desire my children to use all graces that I shower upon them by the unconditional love sacrifice through Jesus to remain in holiness unstained from sin. But despite pouring our many graces, sacrificing Jesus to forgive and redeeming them from sin and world, despite knowing the real way and mercy of God, my children go away from me. I am standing to receive them but no one needs me.

So my child offer your pain joining with my pain on cross for thirst of souls being lost from me and snatched from me by evil.

O my Jesus help us to recognise the traps and accept you each moment.

Our dear mother Mary tells me to stay calm and humble under the hands of God.. depending on his grace.. trusting him. He will lead us..mother will help us. Surrender everything to God and wait patiently.

Hebrews 6:12