At the foot of the Altar, finding rest

During holy mass I was seeing a person(representing me) sitting on the steps in front of altar. There was a chalice in front of me. Jesus said 'you have reached here now. Your place is in front of the altar on its second step looking at the altar. Dont stop thete..You have to progress to altar .."

From the altar, the blood of jesus the lamb was flowing to chalice like the divine mercy rays- red and white. On the altar was the monastrance with big body of jesus in form of white host-on it reflecting image of lamb. To the left of the altar there was a half seen tree , on its branches a birds nest with eggs and a.bird perched on the nest. A grape wine twining on tree with grape hanging.

Find rest in the altar. Drink from the altar and fill in living water..fill in wisdom.

Amen