Today in holy mass, I was offering the pain that I was experiencing in my body to Jesus. Suddenly Jesus asked me a question, “Is it your pain? Have you made the pain as your own — named pain? Is the body made by you?” I paused at once and reflected on the question.
Then I realized the body I possess is not mine but God made me. Then Jesus said, “The pain is my pain. When the soldiers stretched my hand to nail it to the cross and pulled it to reach the hole - to nail, my nerves in my back, my neck had this excruciating pain. The pain of the load of sins — your sins- on my shoulder. Yes, it is my pain and not yours.”
When this voice came to me — my pain was lifted up to heaven and cool sensation came to my shoulders and neck.
“Oh my Jesus, it is your pain. Oh, how much it is your pain because of my sins. I love you Jesus. You suffered for me and is suffering for me until I climb the ladder and reach to you in perfect complete union in your Sacred heart - when “I” no longer exist but it is all you in me and I in you, freeing and unleashing all the holdings that pulls and ties me to the earthly/worldly things, desires and passions.
The more I adore you, the more i am climbing the steps of communion in you my lord Jesus.
The more I come to you in adoration, the more “I” dissolve in you. Amen. Jesus, melt me in you, the sea of love.
Jesus, I trust in you.
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